the little things that mean the world

Okay so its one of those petty things you always fill in that really are quite silly but sometimes it's the best way to say the things that mean the most. 

if that makes any sense..

FIVE things you wish you could say to FIVE different people right now:

• You will never realise just how much i love you
  
• I can't forgive you for what you did but it's made me a better person then i could ever be
• You have no idea how amazing you are
• i wish you could realise how you can be anything you want to be, you just have to try a bit harder
• i miss you and i wish we were as good friends as we used to be

TEN things about yourself:

• i feel lost in most situations
• i wish to be a lot more intelligent then i actually am
• i want to spend my life making films
• i really wish i could change a few things about myself
• i listen to the music my parents listen to and i'm so glad they bought me up listening to the beatles
• I can't stand to be in the same place for too long
• my friends and family are the most important thing to me
• i write, whenever i can, poetry, scripts or blogs.
• no matter how shit i feel, waterloo sunset by the kinks always makes me smile
• i hate liars and fakes and people who think drugs are "cool"
• 
  
• SEVEN ways to win your heart:

• play me songs on your guitar
• tell me your secrets
• tell me you love me
• hold my hand on sunny days
• a kiss, with passion, you know the ones that aren't
• don't be afraid to act stupid or immature
• be honest, no matter what
• 
  

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:

• i really want to do well
• are you being honest
• jamie
• work. work. work
• how my friends and family are
• at the moment: i really want a ciggerette but i have to give up, 
• i want to listen to that (chosen song)

FOUR things you do before you fall asleep:

• watch a film/ read a book
• text jamie
• think about the day
• think about the next day

FOUR things you see right now:

• laptop
• phone
• tv
• pre production folder

THREE songs that you listen to often:

• waterloo sunset by the kinks
• octopusses garden by the beatles
• there she goes by the cranberries

TWO things you want to do before you die:

• make films, not for money, but films that mean something, that create that complete sense of happiness
• fall in love and be completely happy